I haven't started..

on my Raya Shopping list yet. There's so much to be done. I was quite free earlier this month but my bank account doesn't permit me to splurge..Now that I can go shop, I don't have the time. And Raya is like..5 days away..Tak pernah last minute shopping..huhuh..frantic, especially when I think of the cupcakes that I have to bake and ice..and traffic jams..aiyah..

Also this year, balik kampung lambat sikit..2 days before Raya..yes, it IS late for my family. Wonder how Raya will be like this year..hmm..

I want to go shopping now..but..ada guilt feeling..Can't explain it here tho.

I have a new..

notebook! :-D Happy as can be..but I'll be the happiest when I get my hands on that Pierre Cardin laptop backpack. huhuhuh..Like when, don't ask me. But I know I simple MUST have it. It just goes so well with my Espresso Brown Dell. Which leads me to think..What should I name this little baby of mine..hmm..

Puasa this year..is totally different from last year. God, I don't even want to think of last year. Boleh sakit jiwa.

Ermm..I've reopen my cupcake biz. And things are going well. Hope it'll go well after this. With the price hike and all. *fingers crossed*

I am supposed to be..

updating my fotopages..which I haven't update for about a month..but it feels like a chore.haha..

But I must. Yes, I must. *purse lips*

I am still...

here.

Just my words aren't.

If this place was a solid place, like a house..It'll be full of cobwebs. Mice skittering around. Dustballs. The kind of scent you'd find from an old book that no one's checked out from the library since ages.

But I'm still here. I check this place regularly. I just don't clean up the mess I've left behind. My last words here wasn't a good one too. People might think I was depressed and suicidal. LOL.

I will try to update regularly, for my sake after this.