Friday, December 28, 2007

I wonder...

Why "I love you"s don't come as often as it once does...

Not that it matters THAT much..but it would be nice to hear them once in a while...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I am not sure...

If I am looking forward to the next 2 weeks. LOL. =D

It's the end of 2007, and it's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride this year. Lots have been learned, experienced and treasured. And lots more to add next year, InsyaAllah.

For the next 2 weeks I'll be busy baking, decorating and packing cupcakes. There's 3 big orders for weddings. I am praying to God that I can last the next 2 weeks without exhausting myself too much. Plus I am looking forward to a one week break in the 1st week of January. Can't wait to pamper myself that week. hehe..

But duuuh..I can't pamper myself too much since it's the 1st week of school..and tuition starts as normal again. I am thinking of limiting tuition to nights only. I don't think I can handle the work load if the cupcakes orders are anything like the past 2 months. We'll see..huhuh..cannot be tamak..ye tak? But tuition is sooooooooo much easier that cupcakes!

But then kalau tak kumpul duit..camne nak buat kenduri..ye tak?

Thursday, December 6, 2007

I've been meaning to...

write..but I've been too busy with life, business and getting myself together again.



Picking up the pieces is a tedious job and one must do it alone. Not to say the family and friends support are not needed and unheeded but everything else is sampingan kan? It's all up to yourself to be ok again. It's all in the mind.



So I am ok, I guess. What doesn't kill me, would only make me stronger. That's been in my head over and over again. It's like mantra to keep me sane.



I am glad that whatever happened, had happened. Because it made me realized that I need to grow up. LOL. I feel another level of maturity has taken over me. Please don't laugh, it's true. I feel it in the inner me.



And it had also made me turned to God, in a way that I've never done before. Spiritual solace is definitely what kept me from going under. And I hope onwards I will be practicing to become a better servant towards Him. Amin.

So..Watch this space. I miss blogging. I will try to do so as often as I can. I don't even have time to write in my journal..but typing is faster..so see you then.